I m sorry!

ytd,i hav an arguement wid my frenz...i wan to tel her smthing in this post...
XXX,(i dun wan to say who d person is)
i m sorry if i hurt u...bt it seems dat v cant b best frenz,u knw?keep havin arguement btween us...n yes,u start those arguements everytime...u said dat its yr problem...bt i think i hav problem too...
after every arguement,u think dat v r being closer,i dun think so...I think dat i cant trust u so much adi...bsides dat,when v r arguin,i m so hurt n sad...i cant cry at home...i dun wan my family to worried abt me...although i sad n hurt,bt i hav forgiv u after those arguement...
Bt this time,u really hurt me...when u say dat v r oni normal frenz,my heart is sooooooooooo hurt...mayb u dun knw,coz i lied...i lied dat i juz take u as my normal frenz...i felt regret dat i said dat words...i wan to take it back,bt its too late...i knw dat d words had hurt u...i m sorry...really sorry!if u dun wan to accept this apologize,i wont mind...
u said dat i hav change...u mean,my attitude...i dun knw how i hav change actually...u said dat after i hang up wid THEM,i change bad...i dun knw how bad it is...bt i juz knw dat i m stil me,like b4...no changin...
u said dat u knw so much abt me...bt i dun think so..u dun knw my feelings,after all those arguements...i m sayin d truth!
N d,u hav to think of yrself too...coz u r d 1 who start those arguement...u find d fault yrself...thx!
I juz wanna tel u,u r stil my best frenz...although i say dat nw u r oni my normal frenz...
sorry to u,once more i tel u,dat d way i treat u after this arguement...d sorry is meant by my heart,nt juz sayin